Day 24

I missed a dose of Metformin yesterday.  I didn't double up when the next dose came.  I didn't want to cause myself to get sick or for my blood glucose levels to become extremely low.  I hope missing the one dosage didn't make a huge difference.  It's just that I have been trying to be right on schedule with this.

I keep looking at my OV-Watch everyday, getting excited thinking to just ovulate on my own.  No fertile days as of yet.  I'm on CD 11.  I must will have a late ovulation (hopefully), because the watch is supposed to tell you four days ahead of ovulation and this is CD11.  If I was supposed to ovulate on the average CD 14, the watch would have started prompting fertile days as of CD 9.  Well none yet.

Yes, I'm impatient.  Well, I have been waiting to hold my own child in my arms for so many years; so that would explain the impatience.

Now that my mother has seen my OV-Watch, she keeps asking me did the fertile day show yet.  She also wants me to let her know as soon as I see it.  I know she's excited... but this is the exact type of pressure I wanted to steer clear of.  I wanted to enjoy this alone for a while, not for someone to know my every step.  Because a small disappointment for you becomes a huge disappointment for everyone when things like this are shared.

Well, I am going to use the OV-Watch with the Metformin for the these 3 months.  So if nothing happens, then I will visit my OB/GYN in December... that's when he advised I should actively try.  I only have 3 months worth of OV-Watch sensors anyway.  That's great for September, October and November.

For now, I will continue to battle my PCOS and wait for my miracle.

Keep on dancing.