Monday, January 31, 2011

Waiting to O

So, I am waiting to ovulate.  I guess when you watch water boil, it takes it's own sweet time... same thing with O'ing!  So I've been taking my supplements like clockwork, but my Inositol started to run out and I was ont he last of it today... so the past two days I only had 1500mg, as opposed to 2000mg.  I ordered some in the mail last week, and according to shipping record, they probably will not be picked up from the shipper until today, so I'm looking at another two days.  I think I may go buy a bottle tomorrow from the store so that I can stay on top of my regimen.

I have been doing the Wii for about an hour each day.  Trying to lose some pounds.  I want a baby, but I also want to be healthy and get my body working normally.  So this is an holistic approach.  I am covering all grounds.. my overall health.  I'm working on the spiritual, the physical, the mental.  Mind, body and soul!  That's what completes us all right?

I have faith that God will do some great things for me this year!  He's already has done so much and I know He's not done yet.  I'm reaping my seeds and claiming my inheritance!  Thank you Lord. Amen!  Blessed and HIGHLY favoured!

So my fertility monitor is on day 11 and still on "Low," while my OPKs are showing a slighty faint line (also low), at least it is better than the no line result I got a couple of days ago, I guess it means something is starting to happen.  Well my right ovary is feeling like a knot is in it, hopefully it's whole bunch of eggs just ready to get released!!! Woohoo!  Yes, I am secretly ... well maybe not so secretly... praying for twins or triplets.  I know some people might say, why don't you just concentrate on one... especially because I had loss last year.  But you know, I guess I just want to have two or three and just be done with trying to conceive.  Trying and then pregnancy itself is very stressful.  But then again, I need to just have faith in my God... instead of trying to take control of things, acknowledge and KNOW that He controls everything.  It's beyond anything I or a doctor can do.  It's all Him.

Well God, I would like to have 3, yes three healthy babies!  But, I know you know what is best for me.  Please see me through safe and sound.  Get me a BFP and full-term pregnancy!  Thank you Lord.  Amen.





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